Sorry I didn't write last night, I've had an awful migraine since yesterday and I can't seem to shake it off. It's probably due to the stress recently but I'm not as stressed as usual. I went to college today and managed to work through it but probably would have been better at home. I thought that with the migraine there, I wouldn't feel the endo pain as much but it proved me wrong again. I came  home and had to sit down straight away. It was like a burning sensation in the left side and it was really painful. Just thinking about pain actually, earlier, about half an hour before my class finished, I had a slight pain in my tummy and then felt a sudden urge to go to the toilet. I can usually hold it for as long as I wish and I had gone to the toilet about 2 hours before that but it felt like I'd not gone for weeks and I needed to go or I'd have an accident. I've never experienced that before and it was quite a shock. I don't know if that's a symptom that will stay or whether its a one off.

I'm also feeling very bloated today and it is the worst thing because when I sit down I look about 6 months pregnant which is embarrassing. It's not as bad when I stand up because I can hold my tummy in but when I sit down and relax it looks awful. I feel fat and horrible and I don't like anyone near me or to look at me and I wear really baggy clothes or put something over my tummy to hide it. I'm not fat my any means but I feel it when this happens.

Thanks to everyone who came to my blog 2 days ago, I had 84 views, the most I've ever had. I really want people to read this and fell like they're learning something from this.

Hope all of you are well,

Leya :) xo

P.s I am putting up another page soon called Endo dictionary. It will include all the fancy terms that doctors and professionals use that we don't understand to well. Hopefully that will give some of you an upper hand when speaking about your endo and the things that are happening.