Hey everyone,
Today started off well and I thought that I would be pain free but oh no, endo couldn't give me just one day off could it? NO!! I have had for the last 6-8 hours, non stop sharp pain either side of my pelvis, almost where I imagine my ovaries would be. Now, although I have endo, no one has bothered to tell me exactly where it is. Partly because they don't bleeding well know! I know that I get cysts and am awaiting tests for PCOS. Could this possibly be what I'm experiencing at the moment? I don't know. All I know is, I need to get this referral through as fast as I can so I can have another lap and get myself sorted.
I feel like I'm always badgering on about pain and endo and fertility but it's because its never off my mind. It's hard not to think about when it's there every second of the day reminding you that it's still there, still hurting, still causing problems. Often, I feel like my family get sick of me talking about how much pain I'm in, new information about endo and how much I want babies but often, it's the only thing I want to talk about. Some of you may be the more quiet type about it, not really wanting to talk to anyone about it but I like my family to know what I've found out about endo or to just be a shoulder to cry on when I'm in pain.
I guess there's not really much more to say than that. I hope that many of you are having a better day than I am. Leave a comment below if there are any questions or comments.
Thanks for reading,
Leya :) xo