Hey everyone,

Again, I've left it a while so I'm sorry about that. The reason being that I've had a really bad few weeks since my second prostap. I thought that this one would end up working but obviously not. I've had pains in my chest/ribs for the last two weeks, not affecting my breathing but affecting my sleep immensely. I have gone the last two weeks with barely any sleep, going to sleep at 4am and waking up at 8am isn't the best thing to do when you're already so drained, but I just couldn't sleep with the pain. Over the last three days I've also had slight period cramps yet I've not come on....yet. I've got a definite time and date for my laparoscopy now which is 8am on 21st July. I'm staying over one night as I live over 200 miles from where I'm having surgery (about 4hours away)

I'm hoping that I can get some answers from surgery. There's definitely a lot of questions. I want to know exactly what position my womb is in and what shape and size as I've had a lot of different stories about my womb. If he can, I want some pictures so I have visual proof of everything. He's doing a dye test in my fallopian tubes which if any of you don't know, that's where they put a dye in your tubes to test fertility and see if they're blocked or not, if they are then they can flush them out.

I'm hoping that this will help my pain and that its good news that I can conceive naturally and that I don't need to rush into having babies. If I do then I do and I'll work around it. I wouldn't want to go against him saying there's little to no chance or that I can have them but not for long as it would be harder. If that was the case then I'd just try now so I can have them in a few years time (depending on the length of time it takes but its never an overnight thing).

I hope you're all well and as pain free as possible and I will keep you updated until my laparoscopy. I will post after my laparoscopy but not necessarily straight away. Thanks for reading.

Leya xxxxx